At a Starbucks with a few ladies and the conversation gathered around the subject of children. I mentioned to the ladies that I had always wanted to adopt a child even as a really young girl. Two of the more mature ladies say, "Oh you would make a wonderful mother." I have NO idea why but I almost choked up a little.
It is especially crazy seeing that the other woman present had previously said to me, "You just don't like children." lol
Truth is – I love children. I would love to have a houseful as long as I am in a happy marriage and financially set.
What I absolutely do not love is the idea of pushing a baby out of my va-jay-jay! lol Whose idea was that? I guess that is the best method of delivery and women have been doing it for millenia but um. . .
I actually dreamed once several years back that I was at a dining room table introducing someone to my four children. They all had black shiny, curly hair.
Most of my dreams have been coming true so time will tell. But the timing is God's. I will submit to that.
Until then I will enjoy my freedom.